Thursday 25th June 09, Indonesia, Batam, 1130 hrs,

Hell arrived, namely, REHAN, Roshan, Joshua, Ivan, Gerard, Christopher Grosse
and Christopher kicik...

So then, we had quite a wonderful decent trip..
Starting off from the ferry ride to Batam...

So then.. as usual.. i got stopped at the metal detector becos of my infamous spitfire 90's belt
-__- but as usual.. nth went wrong..

When we arrived at batam we checked in to the hotel, called "Pacific Palace"
Its a really cool one.. it takes the shape of a cruise ship..



Oh and.. the six of us (excluding the kicik) got a suite.. :-)
It included a living room.. and was kinda big..


Apart from these fellas watching some men on tv.. we watched a horror movie on the first night called "the children".. 3 of us were left standing.. while grosse, gerard and roshan fell asleep halfway..

Shopping was lovely.. over there.. its just take watever.. and not worry about the cost.. no matter wat.. the things there are way cheaper compared to sg stuffs!
WAY CHEAPER!
Rehan bought abt 20 t-shirts! and each were like $2..
plus they put techno songs in their shopping malls.. so its like an encouragement to shop like a madman on the loose!

these are just some pics.. the views from the hotel.. and the main entrance of the hotel..

And then of cos there are those pics of us just goofing around;
Rite then.. I had a wonderful trip..
Cheers Fellas!
:-D


Saturday, 27th June 09, Singapore, 1730 hrs, Home Sweet Home..
Its good to be back but i'll miss the suite..
oh well..

Wats that? A spark? An ignition?
Im not too sure actually.. but i get it once in awhile..

Sometimes Inspiration comes from looking at things in a different way, or sum might say a different angle. i wud look at negative things in a positive way..
For example. I knew that cutting my hair wud make me look small. and fucked up..
But i did it.. why? Inspiration.. a sudden spark i got when i woke up..
So i did it. I went to the salon.. and got alot of my hair snipped off..
And now. yes i look small.. like a small little lost boy.. but hell!
Its way cooler! on hot days..
so u see.. theres my positive thinking..
I do not really care wat ppl hav to say about it..
Hair grows! Mine grows fast!
So in abt 2 weeks or so.. i'll hav long hair again.. i hope.. :-O

So then three days ago i celebrated yet another anniversary with my darling.. :-)
erm... we shall let X be the number of months yar..
:-D


So then i had a great time.. just spending time with u...
and i love u.
i really really do!

Alrite then.. FYP's going kinda well..
Started off with the surface preparation today..
filing.. sanding and stuff...
Hopefully we'll be able to build our Titanic soon enuff!

Alrite.. im off to jam with the new band! YAY!

So.. What have i been up to lately u might ask..

Well.. i've been busy with FYP.. yes Final Year Project
We're building a model of a ship..
interesting stuff.. will post pics of it when its done..

Other than that, i've been forming a new band ;-)
Why? Well.. i've been out of the music scene for too damn long..
I just cant stand it anymore..
That Feeling I get playing live..
Priceless stuff..

So heres a glimpse of the band yea..

The Allans ( Temporary Band Name )
Top Row (left to right) : Allan (Guitarist), Mitchell (Guitarist)
Bottom Row (left to right) : Allan (Vocals), Joshua (Bassist), Benjamin (Drummer)

Well honestly, We are all quite the average musicians..
However.. I really hope that by working with u all we can go as far as we can..
:-)

Sleep debt is the effect of not getting enough rest and sleep; a large debt causes mental, emotional, and physical fatigue. It is unclear why a lack of sleep causes irritability; however, theories are emerging that suggest if the body produces insufficient cortisol during deep sleep, it can have negative effects on the alertness and emotions of a person during the day.
(Taken from Wikipedia)

So joshua. can u sleep early please.

These days i just dun sleep early.. If i sleep early, the old man will ask "joshua u sick ah?"
-__-

If sleep late "why sleep so late???? HUH!"

So.. which is rite?

After reading up on sleep and the effects..
I think my dad doesnt get enuff sleep..
ALWAYS GRUMPY!

-__-

And as for me.. i'll sleep whenever i wanna.. as long as i sleep as long as i can!
And as long as im able to trick him by pretending to slp when he comes to check.
And then opening my owl like eyes after he goes off to bed..
:-D

• I do not like Noisy-high nosed people, if ur'e one of them, i might talk behind u back. ;-)
• I am curious, I like to know, so therefore u cud call me a stalker
• I am cunning, I look for openings and jump right into them...
• I like the term "An eye for an eye"
  
• Slow to anger.. But fucked up when angry, and im more prone to snapping these days.
  
• I can be quite a jealous person. But i do not like jealous people.. :-)
  
• I dislike gay people.
• I can be quite the liar

Rite then for those of you who don't know. Im letting u know.
For the haters out there. fuck u. u dun like me. i dun like u.

Olrite.. so im kinda lazy to update abt my day(s) and bla bla blaaaa...
So i shall just stop here and maybe continue when im in the mood..
:-)

MARINE ENGINE II
DIE!

Everytime i try to study.. I'll be too tired to absorb anything..
My brain's simply out of free memory.
Overwriting of the same old memories, has probably worn out those nerves up there.

So then. I went to RP today.. its really a very nice school.
I was amazed by the fact that they had a park in the school!
A PARK!
wat the?! okaay.. and then i go into the library.. and guess wat?! a GRAND PIANO!
accompanied by two acoustic guitars!
IN A LIBRARY!

By the end of the day i was so wishing RP had took me in for that Aerospace Avionics course I applied for 3 years ago..

Oh well..

So then "Singapore Group Linked With NEWCASTLE takeover"?!
Whats that all about?! They've got to be kidding.. Really..
I'd love to see that happen, but really.. c'mon..

So then i sit here.. wondering about What if.. What if. And more What ifs.

Just how long more can i fake my smiles. I wonder.

Such Happy Moments can never be bought. Thank you my lovely frens!

La Clique.. How far we've come ehy.. in terms of frenship..
Somehow we stuck thru thick and thin..
Some got lost in their own world. But no matter wat,
memories are something that can never be bought as well..
So for that i thank the some..

oh and Ziad's still here.. just not in that pic..

Allright.. Love ya guys! Thanks alot for being there for me..

So then.. Im looking forward to friday..
Common test over. And it'll be a lovely day..
;-)

Rite then over and out!

For the first time in my life. i knelt. in front of that church alter.
And i asked for HIM to show me. Show me the one. Closed my eyes.
Somehow. That did it.

I knew. Somehow, that dream. It made sense. GOD for once, made sense.
Gave me everything on that day. All along, she had been there. Somehow i felt she was god sent.
An angel in disguise.

And i made a promise to myself. To love wholeheartedly.
He gave me a whole new world. One that i cherished.
Stayed strong. No matter what. I knew that even if i had to do it alone,
we had to cross every hurdle.

And by giving me an angel in the form of u, he trusted me with u.
Not to break ur heart. But to show u as much as i can give.
This is what i Believe...

To me theres no such thing as love to a certian extent becos it'll hurt less if break up.
I just love. And u may ask, why i pull God into this.
And i'll tell u. God sent u. For Me.
This is what i believe, and no one can ever take that belief away from me.

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move...

Hello my lonely bloggy..

This is a post. A post about random stuffs. If you cant stand my randomness..
Guess Wat? I dun fucking care.

So then.. We live in a really beautiful world thats affected by global warming..
and recently its been getting worse.. just like certain things in my life.
When u go downhill without a brake. ur'e screwed. and only by squinting i can see uphills.
Now those could save me.. Maybe..

Good? Bad? i dun know. Used to be bad. But this time. i dun know.

Love?
Dun know.
Dun Wanna Know.

Life?
Dun know.
Dun Wanna Know.

Future?
Fuck It.

Assumptions. Why the fuck? Why assume?
Why not find out? Doesn't that save me so much trouble?
Rather than working up the brain, using so much electricity up there..
But asking has it's consequences.

Tonight.. i'm running.. running away from my troubles.
I'll stay safe.. Safe in my room.. Light my Lamp. Watch the world from here..
As the sky darkens.. So does my life..

Where are u my light? the one that shone ever so brightly..
Gone? I dun know.
I dun wanna know.
But i miss my light..