Viva La Verve!

Headaches are freaking irritating.. its been bugging me since yesterday..
I think theres sumthing living up there.. EEeee.. no no. i take that back...

So where do we go now? Im ready. are u?
Change is almost here. Long process.. But its gonna be worth the wait.
I promise..

i wanna be a better man. for real.
Thank you. all of you. for being with me all these years..
Surely hope to repay all that faith all of u hav shown me.

So. i died in my dream today.. what a way to wake up!
I freakin drowned ah... and i know how to swim loh!

Oh yes. that pic up there was taken on sat. my brudders bday..
Those were all the lunatics (including me, 3rd form left) doing some pose..

And I care about you. Please dun say i dont.
That really hurts.
You just have no idea how much i care.
And i do know how much you care.
For that I thank you.

"Insatiable"

By the way. I freaking need to jam. anyone interested?!
Just freestyle also can!

Im gonna type out thinking from my brain instead of letting my heart spill everything out here. This space doesnt deserve such coldness.

So then yesterday was my brother's crazy bday party at timbre.. i saw the goodfellas on stage.. wat a dream come true. my ex bass teacher's band yes. Yup. they're all teachers. music is their life. imagine the sound they produce.. imagining is enuff. now imagine standing on stage with them singing lips of an angel. yeps. my bro and ivan were invited on stage. with the help of ALOT of drinks. my bro went up there quite ON about it.. and damn did they hit all the freakin keys!

Okies.. so past few days has been the usual boring days.. but fuck it. who cares anyway. went to work at the shop for a few hours on sat yes. saw some fucked up korean pop talent show (auditions) some of them cud shake it yes. but some will do anything to kill ur ear drums.

Hmm.. nothing else really interesting nuff to blog about..

This is my life.
It's not what it was before...

Well. not everything has changed. But a lot i must say has changed..
Its great actually.. Everything's better now. Life. Love. Music..

So somebody. wake me. I must be sleeping.

The past few days have been wonderful. The dinner at delifrance was simply delicious.. Thanks a whole lot LoVe.

So then. My spirit has been purified by all that has happened.. on a fine glorious Saturday, where the twist to our tale really went all out twisting.

Its all gonna be fine now. I see the path clearly.. there may be a few more misted hazes' to get through.. But I believe we will make it. I will. For you..

I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe

So somebody. wake me. I must be sleeping.

Now that we're here...
So far away...

Yeehah! the weekends! Wats on? Clyde's Bday at celebrity club along the quays yea.. So then I've been waiting all week long for that.. ahh yes.. after my previous almost disastrous clubbing. I need sth to cover that up. And hopefully this club plays hip hop stuff. Well.. the thought of the dancefloor makes me go gaga over my floor tiles.. And wats more.. I need to let loose. High. drunk. puke.. watever!

And then theres sunday. A hari raya meet up.. ah well.. dun think i'll be able to go though... tempting yes. meeting the old frens. But.. then there is always a catch. and im caught.. So sorry fellas.. to those whos concerned about it anyway.

And after everything.. theres a deafining silence. like a blow to my ears. well in truth the left ear's having a ringing/buzzing irritating sound and is kinda blocked as well.. no idea y.. oh well.. maybe i am going deaf. i dun think it matters anyway.

Oh yes. noraini.. thank u so much for em' tarts. my mum sure loved it!
.I CERTIANLY DO.
ohhh yummy tarts..

nyum nyum

Butterfly. It's cold. can i come in?

Ahh yes.. the people who bother.. greetings.. :-)

So the past few days have been quite interesting.. The Jenga being my pick of the week.. We sat.. in a circle.. the seven of us.. namely. Izwan, Farah, Amanda, Tze Tze, Noraini, Ida and mua..
And the excitement levels go way up when its Noraini's turn.. :-D
We were really almost outnumbering her. helping each and other and then waiting for her to crash.
Ahh.. the fun u ppl bring into my life.. Cudnt hav asked for more.. seriously.

Anyways i saw this really beautiful eagle flying sky high as i was heading home from sch.. And i must admit.. wished that i cud xchange places with it. Flying so high.. free from everything.. peaceful clouds around.. Lovely cooling air.. just circling.. occasionally dipping to grab some food..

Oh well. I am who i am. and i like being who i am. just. being an eagle.. just a thought yea. wud hav been really interesting

Maybe someday. I'd be of more importance.

Finally.. School has started.. seriously.. finally... i have been dying at home.. espacially when i do not hav anywhere to go.. i cant stay home.. no idea why.. just get the caged up feeling...

So today was a little relaxed.. just 10am class.. which u alredy noe. i was late for.. just introduction.. and then a computer based class.. which u also alredy noe. i had a hard time with.. And finally time to go home.. and here i am.. in my dull room.. passing time..

And finally im gonna meet the laday later on.. in the late evening yes.. cant wait!

Max Payne.. Soon.. Real Soon..

Hello fellas.. sorry for the long delay in update.. the laptop has been out with a serious brain damage. due to constant, heavy usage and due to... ermm. some other stuff.. Well.. now that acer has dealt with it.. its back, up and running.. for the moment yes... somehow managed to even change my battery for free.. (to izwan's displeasure)

Okays.. now then.. the past week has been quite an interesting one... certainly filled with mixed emotions.. u name em', most probably i hav felt them all this past week.. happiness, sadness, anxiousness, anger and so on..

So we played at some pub called BZB's yesterday.. The crowd was the most boring one i have ever played in front of.. Its like they hav never even heard of hotel california... ..... .. ... yes. by the eagles?.. yeah.. imagine. oldies. who dun even move to hotel california. so yeah.. we got bored of them.. and it sort of showed after a few songs as ivan's approach kinda changed.. just fuck care em' ppl.. played watever we came to play.. sang watever we came to sing.. got our free housepours and fucked off to a lonely serangoon neighbourhood to get high on our own cans of beers..

And then crashed over at gerard's.. After which i am home now. finally. to rest. and forget abt yesterday..

Stoned