
So its been 11 days?
wow. 11 huh.. sorry.. i swear it was pure laziness..
Anyways.. i had a good time a few days back 19th November..
The laday was so thoughtful, got me a nice little gift. which is currently sitting beside this termite infested laptop..
I so love it darling
Thanks so much!
So then.. yest we celebrated Ida's 24th b'day.. yes 24th. 24 leh..
HeAEHAEHAHEAHEaheAEHAHEAHEAHEAEH
I had fun yes.. Hanging out at vivo.. walking around.. joking around.
my favourite being disturbing our senior citizen.
oh and not forgetting her brilliant ice cream cake..
YUMMY sia
Well amongst the highs..there's also a low which sneaked round the back to infect my left eye's lower lid..
Its even more painful than the previous one which was on the upper lid..
And i missed an important test this morning..
oh well.. illnesses just know when to hit ya..
Rite then.. Its 24th november already.. how time flies..
in a month it's christmas.. and a few days later we'll be counting down to 2009..
Okays.. another pause in blogging expected
So tune in again.. after a few days..
The days girl, just slip away
And the red sunset that we just met
I can see forever
Welly.. Welly.. Where have i been to?
Just been taking a break..
I do come back once a day though..
Just to check on my Garfield comic..
Sometimes browsing through just for a few laughs
So then.. Im loving school..
No really i am.. cept fer the part where i have to get up in the early mornings
Leaving the warmth of my sunken bed.. Arghh!
The feeling i hate the most..
So Universally speaking, I had a presentation today about my
Final Yr Project, yes. FYP.
And i thought we did pretty well.. Me, Caspy and Theo Walcott
Just maybe didn't do enuff for them to ask too many questions..
Which is usually how we get away when it comes to that section
And so.. I'll just sit here and think about thinking of u.
I love doing that.
Miss you
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ My strength.. My only weakness.. i miss u.
Go Tell The Saddest Man, He's free to go...
I have surrendered and will be taking over him...
Now then where do i start.. Im a tired fella, sick of my meaningless life..
Really... I still have no idea what the fuck i was born for...
20 Years and im still without a clue..
Looking around me.. I see so much..
The beautiful Sun..
And the eagle..
With a splash, snapping up a helpless fish from the sea
And then theres a whole lot of void time to think and reflect.. The part i hate the most. Staring into either the empty desktop or my white washed walls.. And going mad over thoughts.. The good thoughts.. they dont really help much..
The bad ones.. better off kept at bay... somehow they will get out and run wild..
She was rite there but i just didnt know wat to say.. And awhile later she wud be gone..
Its my fault though.. I lost it.. lost touch of almost everything..
And the sad truth is im gonna lose it all if i dont buck up..
But then again.
My strength , my only weakness.. where are u?
Monday, November 3, 2008 @ Sick of the old Me.. In need of a guitar..
boy.. do i miss that old Joe's classical guitar.. Since Leroy took it back.. There's been like a hole at the corner of my room.. Which i've never managed to fill up fer too long.. Just dumped the extra bass guitars there..
But i really want a guitar.. just a classical one. The sound's just so nice. So simple... Simply me.. Oh well... Whenever i try to save up for one.. i'd spend it all on the more important things in life..
I guess i gotta wait till x'mas to get one.. Hopefully 70bucks come by easily.. ... Gee.. i really do miss that guitar.
Okay nuff of the sad story.. Well i found that painting on the top pretty interesting and cool.. Wouldn't mind passing away in that pose.. Cool funeral pics yea.. :-)
So life's been pretty interesting lately.. Alot going on in class.. In life.. There's my Love as well.. Sweetheart's been really lovely.. And then there's the little clumsy dog of mine.. who got excited recently, ran, slip, fell... and stood up hoping no one saw her...and realised me standing there, laughing at her... I cud tell.. she looked rather embarressed. Ahh.. i so love disturbing her.. Well.. shes getting old though.. I promise i'll be nice to her when she reaches 10.. :-)
Then tears of joy streamed down my face
And i knew at once.. My love for you will never fade away