Viva La Verve!

Violence... When will these people ever learn? from street gangs.. to outrageous decisions from people such as "Mr" George Bush.. Will we ever learn to live in peace? This planet. Planet Earth was definitely created for a reason.. a much better reason than Wars.. Death tolls.. Violence... But then again.. are we ready? for wats to come.. as we run out of fresh water.. fall victims to global warming.. our own doing, mind you.

Earth.. Why do we take it for granted? Ever asked urself? The amount of trees being slaughtered just to feed our greed for paper... Dun look away now.. for u noe.. ur'e also one of em'.. one of US i shud say. For I am guilty, just like you.

However.. Even if we say it in this way. we will always continue to waste our natural resources.. Its just a matter of time before we run out of everything. our own doing. mind you..

That searing heat? Learn to live with it.. We made earth this way.. Im sure in abt 20 yrs time. the term "a sunny day" will mean. Stay in. And set ur aircon to 18degs or below..

But What can we do? We can try.. But someday. all of this will be gone.. That green green grass u see everywhere will be scorched by the SUN.

So if i had just one wish.. It'd be to save this Planet.

For our future generations aren't gonna last
in such a place

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.

These lines mean quite a bit to me... For it relates to my life.. About how i used to look for love.. Places.. People... Anyhow hopping... here, there.. But then some day i realised that I was going nowhere... she had been right there.. Literally. In my msn. In my frenster.. in my school magazines..5 yrs in my class and in my heart..

Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should..

Yeaps.. so then.. love.an indescribable feeling..developed from a rose... to tell her as much as it did.. to a kiss to confirm watever she thought.. after which love took control. Steered me in the "right" direction.. Straight to her heart...

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

Well the last thing i remember telling "them".. shes just a friend.. and they'd go.. "yeaaah!! riiite!" Well... they did prove themselves right after all.. for i did fall in love with her..

Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

I wouldnt know about walking on the hills.. but i sure remember the little walks we'd take.. anywhere.. any place.. just as long as u were beside me.. The walks didnt really matter.. for i'd walk furthur than my legs would allow me.. for a moment with u is everything to me..

Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should

So then.. Thats the story my morning glories.. As for u my love.. u've been a part of me.. from then. till now. and forever.. cos baby,

you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last...

I am purely typing out this post out of sheer boredom. Seriously.. The fuckin' newspaper nicely write.. Manchester United vs Villareal 1am.. I happily.. go drink coffee at around 11+ as it will help me stay awake... However when i switched on the damn TV at 1.. i realised it was a preview. followed by the match at 2+.. And guess wat.. i gotta get up at 8am.. So yea. im pretty much fucked.. cant sleep due to the coffee.. and even then the match finishes at wat.. 4.45... i hav like... 3 hours left to sleep? Fucking newspapers...

So anyways.. I work at some run-downed music instrument shop at square 2.. located nearby novena square, better known as Velocity.. Basically just rot there and earn shit money... the pay is nonsense.. but for sitting there.. and doing almost nth.. im not gonna complain really... So visit me if u will.. gets kinda boring after a while..

And to round it off.. i am in sucha cranky mood now.. i'd break ground peanuts fer nth rite now.. However i shall try my best to stay sane and get on with watever.. Now. where did i put em peanuts.. im hungryy...

FUCK THE NEWPAPER

Optical Illusions and meteorological phenomena causes a spectrum of light to appear in the skies every once in awhile.. And Yesterday I was lucky enuff to catch one appearing sumtime in the evening... the only thing that appeared a little off to me.. was that this rainbow appeared above the moon.. yes u got it rite. the MOON. Me and my love sat under this spectacular sight and gazed upon it for quite a while...

So then I finally cut my hair.. yep.. Its kinda windy up there now.. gotta admit..
Quite a dilemma i had this morning too.. but i went ahead with it.. for my rebonded hair has had enuff of withstanding the sun...

RAINBOW

Well.. The results were sent to me thru sms.. scary shit no?

Nah.. I knew i had done enuff to pass.. Well i was scared i was gonna fail one module.. MBMT, Marine Business Management.. But Wat do i know.. I got a D+ for that.. :-)

Down to the results yea..

COMPUTER AIDED DESIGN II D+
INDUSTRIAL ATTACHMENT B
LIVING IN THE INFORMATION ERA C+
MARINE BUSINESS MANAGEMENT D+
PROJECT MANAGEMENT C
SHIP PRODUCTION TECHNOLOGY C
WORLD ISSUES: A SINGAPORE PERSPECTIVE B

As for the GPA.. I hav finally climbed above 2.. :-)

Got a 2.34...

Most people wouldn't be happy wifout getting A's and stuff.. but i am seriously very happy with my results this sem... Especially getting a gpa that is finally above 2... previous sems have always been 1.8 and shit...

YESSSSSSAAAH!!

So.. i guess i'll just bask in my own limelight while i can.. till i start FYP..

:-) :-) :-)

Goodness Gracious me! what was i thinking... it was all a blur.. olrite it wasnt actually... I did myself in.. opted for all the damn wrong turns... And well.. it all backfired... nope.. no excuses.. no more.. for i am indeed wrong. So then.. I almost lost u today.. And for wat i did.. messing u up and all.. i deserved it. i didnt see it coming.. but thank u. for u brought me back. back from wherever i was wandering...

There are those that do not appreciate their loved ones.. I guess i fell under that category for awhile... Well.. im awake. totally. ur wake up call was deafening..

turning all these things around isnt gonna be easy... in fact i am even at loss for thoughts.. But u darlin brought out the best in me.. and i really wanna make this all right.. and hold on for as long as i possibly can...

For I love u. i dun just say this. I feel this... Always.

As for lastest newwwssss... I will most prolly snub my idea of signing for the navy... although... i might say.. i am still in the balance of consideration... and i heard ziad is back.. hope to see him soon, really.. miss that fella..

So from now on... Im gonna keep in lane.. and never make the turns.. for i have realised. The most important to me. is u.

..SAVED..

From Left to Right : Joshua, Gerard, Ivan, Basil

Saturday... Four of us tried sth rather different.. The bongos... The acoustic Bass.. And i think it all came together pretty well... There were the usual bits where we screwed up and of cos covered up nicely.. It was quite an experience playing the bongos... And i certainly wouldn't mind doing it again.. This set up was kinda interesting.. and hopefully we do get to play more..

Rite then.. Nothing else interesting lately...

A natural color, from the blue of the sky, blue is a universal color. The cool, calming effect of blue makes time pass more quickly and it can help you sleep.

Well recently... Its been hard getting some good sleep... Maybe i've reached a point of breaking down. The body, so tired.. but the mind, just wants to carry on... Drifting into brilliant thoughts.. fantasies... where all u want, happens... and then.. u close ur eyes... But it hurts... Because, all those fantasies. they come rushing back. straight back to reality... And then u feel lost.. empty... and once again... u start building sandcastles.. and this time.. u just dont know where ur'e going... And when u finally place that flag on ur sandcastle..close ur eyes, and finally drift away.. the alarm will go off...

And then a few days later... ur mind... being like this all the time.. snaps.. with the help of various events that it proccessed earlier... And u flip... for a number of reasons.. it all gets worse... and it saddens u.. Saddness just grips u...u cant help it.. Tears just fall...

So blue.. Would have been nice.. for in times like these... calmness becomes a rarity...

Yes.. I miss the one.. and i guess my thoughts just fell apart... I fell apart.. And it takes something really to make a saggitaurius fall apart...

What i have done. i have. what i have said. i can never take back... For u control me. my life. my heart. my mind...

So blue darlin' would have been nice...

Sometimes. We shud all learn to look in the mirror. Cos I'm pretty sure, chances are we're not perfect. When One insults another... Maybe his/her mirror's kinda broken... What goes around, surely comes around... And i bet no one likes it coming back straight into his/her face... Ohs. and ppl like me. well. i savour the moment.. when someone says sth about me and eventually ends up with his/her face stuck in the mud.

Cos the way i see it... There is certainly someone up there who makes sure we all get wat we deserve..

So to all hypocrites. and alien-like ppl out there... just watch what u fellas say... cos when it all turns around and comes back straight at ya, im sure u'll be having to clean up ur faces... and hopefully... there aint no scars.. although.. i'd savour that too...

Well. folks sorry bout the sudden outburst... But well. i thought my blog needed abit of a different feel... every once in a while yea..

Anyways.. Just yesterday i went jalan kayu.. after so loooong... and enjoyed em' pratas... After which i hung out with 2 of my close mates from sec sch... And well.. we ended up playing swing...

And.. well.. Need i say more.. one of us was really scared of heights i guess..
Congrats Ranjit.. U'll be famous in no time... :-D