A natural color, from the blue of the sky, blue is a universal color. The cool, calming effect of blue makes time pass more quickly and it can help you sleep.
Well recently... Its been hard getting some good sleep... Maybe i've reached a point of breaking down. The body, so tired.. but the mind, just wants to carry on... Drifting into brilliant thoughts.. fantasies... where all u want, happens... and then.. u close ur eyes... But it hurts... Because, all those fantasies. they come rushing back. straight back to reality... And then u feel lost.. empty... and once again... u start building sandcastles.. and this time.. u just dont know where ur'e going... And when u finally place that flag on ur sandcastle..close ur eyes, and finally drift away.. the alarm will go off...
And then a few days later... ur mind... being like this all the time.. snaps.. with the help of various events that it proccessed earlier... And u flip... for a number of reasons.. it all gets worse... and it saddens u.. Saddness just grips u...u cant help it.. Tears just fall...
So blue.. Would have been nice.. for in times like these... calmness becomes a rarity...
Yes.. I miss the one.. and i guess my thoughts just fell apart... I fell apart.. And it takes something really to make a saggitaurius fall apart...
What i have done. i have. what i have said. i can never take back... For u control me. my life. my heart. my mind...
So blue darlin' would have been nice...
